Still here!
That is kind of how I feel. Not stuck, just a bit disappointed that I haven't really moved. I am incredibley busy with my new job teaching preschool, full-time grad school, learning the accordion, being in my room-mate's wedding, spending time with friends and family... I took a weekend class in October that wiped me out and I'm gone almost every weekend of November for various reasons. It is suffocating for my introvert self not to have time alone, time with God, time to work on my citizenship... like I want to.
Spiritually I feel like I need more mentorship and have been out of church some 6 weeks since October, which has been rough. But beyond that, I need to process things, and I need to refocus on God's call on my life and I don't feel that I have space for that right now. I would appreciate your prayers.
Specifically, regarding Italian citizenship I am really at such a road block with paperwork. It is terrifying and annoying because I qualify, I just cannot access the evidence! I have yet to ask my friend whose father works for the Italian president. My only other option is to beg my grandmother for help (as closest kin to her father, she has more power). She has been very cold about this and cannot understand.
I have mixed feelings about Italy, about California and Washington...about teaching! I really don't know what things will look like after this year, but I am planning on applying to teach at Italian schools in January, so please pray for that. Everything takes courage. I am like an acrobat taking risks. All the while God is ready to catch me if I fall. May I never flinch from following Him. I need clarity to hear Him.
Thank you for your prayer-love. May God be your strength and song today!
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
where i am 9.1.10
“Shut up! SHUT UP!!!!!!”
That was my great-aunt this morning in a shriek of delight, when I called her (after not seeing her in YEARS) to ask her some questions that would help me to further my Italian citizenship process.
“You are trying to do WHAT?! Holy Toleto!”… and started asking me all the questions. It was hysterical.
So yes, I am really pursuing dual citizenship through my great-grandfather. It is going to be a long process of 1-2 years, but I think it could open up so much for me in Italy and beyond. I would appreciate your prayers for time to research and efficiency and clarity regarding all of the paperwork. Already, God has given me a new Italian friend whose father just happens to work for the Italian president, and so I am hoping he may be able to expedite the process regarding the Italian documents and so forth. I also “randomly” met a guy who just got his Italian citizenship through his great-grandparents—exactly like me—and he has been very helpful with information. And finally my uncle’s wife is also applying for dual citizenship, so it is very fun to have the support!
I do not forget that this will really be tri-citizenship. My pastor’s sermon on Sunday “just happened” to be on Philippians 3:20 and our citizenship being in Heaven. That word means, “conversation, commonwealth, politic”…I want to always identify first and foremost in Christ. He is the real reason behind me wanting to move to Italy in the first place, so I pray I can listen and follow His will in this entire process.
I am back at BIOLA finishing my Masters in Teaching. This has proven to be a GREAT blessing so far, and I hope it will help me get a job abroad. I am also working on my TESOL/TEFL certificate which will expand my options for teaching. I am working part time with an autistic boy but also hoping for a tutoring job. My prayer for these next few months in California is that I can continue to uplift my friends, be plugged in at church, refresh and love my unsaved family, study well, and be open to God’s Spirit in all things to flee from sin and pursue righteousness.
GRAZIE for supporting me in life.
Allie
That was my great-aunt this morning in a shriek of delight, when I called her (after not seeing her in YEARS) to ask her some questions that would help me to further my Italian citizenship process.
“You are trying to do WHAT?! Holy Toleto!”… and started asking me all the questions. It was hysterical.
So yes, I am really pursuing dual citizenship through my great-grandfather. It is going to be a long process of 1-2 years, but I think it could open up so much for me in Italy and beyond. I would appreciate your prayers for time to research and efficiency and clarity regarding all of the paperwork. Already, God has given me a new Italian friend whose father just happens to work for the Italian president, and so I am hoping he may be able to expedite the process regarding the Italian documents and so forth. I also “randomly” met a guy who just got his Italian citizenship through his great-grandparents—exactly like me—and he has been very helpful with information. And finally my uncle’s wife is also applying for dual citizenship, so it is very fun to have the support!
I do not forget that this will really be tri-citizenship. My pastor’s sermon on Sunday “just happened” to be on Philippians 3:20 and our citizenship being in Heaven. That word means, “conversation, commonwealth, politic”…I want to always identify first and foremost in Christ. He is the real reason behind me wanting to move to Italy in the first place, so I pray I can listen and follow His will in this entire process.
I am back at BIOLA finishing my Masters in Teaching. This has proven to be a GREAT blessing so far, and I hope it will help me get a job abroad. I am also working on my TESOL/TEFL certificate which will expand my options for teaching. I am working part time with an autistic boy but also hoping for a tutoring job. My prayer for these next few months in California is that I can continue to uplift my friends, be plugged in at church, refresh and love my unsaved family, study well, and be open to God’s Spirit in all things to flee from sin and pursue righteousness.
GRAZIE for supporting me in life.
Allie
Thursday, July 1, 2010
where i am 7.1.2010
Literally: Panera on Rosecrans. Emotionally: Seattle. Spiritually: Waiting place.
I am in California as I work a bit and take an Italian class in LA. I just returned from Italy and am so thankful for the new people I met and connections I made, as well as my improvement in the language. I am finally realizing how much I have grown. I was able to see some dear Christian friends in the country and leave a sweet fragrance of Christ with the lady I accompanied. In Italy I saw many Africans, Arabs and Gypsies on the streets. I want God to clarify to me how I am supposed to help immigrant-refugees in the country, as it has been on my heart some 5 years.
While in Italy however, I felt this strong disconnection. Why do I want to come here? Why would I want to go through all of this ridiculous effort to live in such a messy country? I want to go wherever God wants me to go. I do not think my time in Italy is over, but the longer I have to wait in America, the more I don't want to leave. The reality is that I don't have one home. I have many. Home is where there are people who love me. So I feel pretty torn. That is where I am.
I ask that you pray for clear direction and for God to satisfy my loneliness. I will be finishing my masters at BIOLA this fall, and hosting a non-Christian Italian friend in August so please pray for God's blessing on that. Throughout the year I will be working on applications to International schools as well as applying for Italian citizenship through my great-grandfather. I pray I can enjoy my time in California, with friends and family, however long it lasts! These are the pages of my life :)
I am thankful and forever humbled by you.
"The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only one page." St. Augustine
I am in California as I work a bit and take an Italian class in LA. I just returned from Italy and am so thankful for the new people I met and connections I made, as well as my improvement in the language. I am finally realizing how much I have grown. I was able to see some dear Christian friends in the country and leave a sweet fragrance of Christ with the lady I accompanied. In Italy I saw many Africans, Arabs and Gypsies on the streets. I want God to clarify to me how I am supposed to help immigrant-refugees in the country, as it has been on my heart some 5 years.
While in Italy however, I felt this strong disconnection. Why do I want to come here? Why would I want to go through all of this ridiculous effort to live in such a messy country? I want to go wherever God wants me to go. I do not think my time in Italy is over, but the longer I have to wait in America, the more I don't want to leave. The reality is that I don't have one home. I have many. Home is where there are people who love me. So I feel pretty torn. That is where I am.
I ask that you pray for clear direction and for God to satisfy my loneliness. I will be finishing my masters at BIOLA this fall, and hosting a non-Christian Italian friend in August so please pray for God's blessing on that. Throughout the year I will be working on applications to International schools as well as applying for Italian citizenship through my great-grandfather. I pray I can enjoy my time in California, with friends and family, however long it lasts! These are the pages of my life :)
I am thankful and forever humbled by you.
"The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only one page." St. Augustine
Sunday, May 23, 2010
where i am 5.23.2010
I ain't gettin' any younga, and befoh my dyin' day, I want space, not just aih, let them laugh in my face I don't cah! Say the day, I'll be theh, in Santa Fe....
~Newsies
Ok, so I'm not going to Santa Fe, and I've not resorted to selling "papes" on the street, but at this point almost anything is on the table :)
I didn't get the job at the Christian school and still haven't heard from the Italian Immersion school but I don't think I'm qualified for it. I applied to schools in Ethiopia and Italy (Milan), but nothing has come of it. I will spend the summer searching, but my new plan is to finish my masters at Biola if I don't have a job by August. This could be beneficial for me overseas and also allow me to research further into international education systems. Unfortunately, the project I was working on with the Biola Education Dept. fell through, but I trust God will show me a way to fulfill my vision for overseas education networking. I would also love to take Italian and get my TEFL certificate with Oxford Seminar sometime in the year, while volunteering at schools I've worked in before to stay connected.
For now, I'm off to Italy May 31-June 20. I would appreciate your prayers as I will be with non-Christians almost exclusively and without internet access. Pray that God directs me further with His plans for me regarding that country and that I can see my friends in Roma.
Thank you for taking the time to catch up on my life. This is a big week for me as I say goodbye to a lot of my dear friends who are moving back "home," finish student teaching, move house, and leave for Italy. I would love prayer for health, clarity, efficiency, and rest.
~Newsies
Ok, so I'm not going to Santa Fe, and I've not resorted to selling "papes" on the street, but at this point almost anything is on the table :)
I didn't get the job at the Christian school and still haven't heard from the Italian Immersion school but I don't think I'm qualified for it. I applied to schools in Ethiopia and Italy (Milan), but nothing has come of it. I will spend the summer searching, but my new plan is to finish my masters at Biola if I don't have a job by August. This could be beneficial for me overseas and also allow me to research further into international education systems. Unfortunately, the project I was working on with the Biola Education Dept. fell through, but I trust God will show me a way to fulfill my vision for overseas education networking. I would also love to take Italian and get my TEFL certificate with Oxford Seminar sometime in the year, while volunteering at schools I've worked in before to stay connected.
For now, I'm off to Italy May 31-June 20. I would appreciate your prayers as I will be with non-Christians almost exclusively and without internet access. Pray that God directs me further with His plans for me regarding that country and that I can see my friends in Roma.
Thank you for taking the time to catch up on my life. This is a big week for me as I say goodbye to a lot of my dear friends who are moving back "home," finish student teaching, move house, and leave for Italy. I would love prayer for health, clarity, efficiency, and rest.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
where i am 4.13.2010
"I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."
~Genesis 28:15
Graduation? Check! The rest of my life? Ummmm... I just spoke with a former professor today, and he advised me to start gathering all of the people who have loved and supported me in all of my missional ventures, and communicate with them while I wait to go on the field. So here you are! I am currently in southern California completing my final placement of student teaching.As I apply for jobs my heart and mind are all over the place. Will I be able to get a job and work 2 years in California to get my permanent credential? Do I get a few years' experience teaching in a Missionary school in Ethiopia or Thailand instead? How can I go ahead networking with Italy and North Africa; the region on which my heart is set? I don't know.
Over the years God has focused my heart on two things: teaching "third culture kids" (Children who have parents of one or more cultures, but are raised in another culture. Like expats, MKs, etc.), and aiding/mobilizing North African immigrants and refugees in southern Italy. I'm not sure how these will flow together. I am willing to move to North Africa eventually, but will likely start in Italy and start with teaching. In short, this is the "big picture" I am working toward. Although I am not able to go on the field yet, I want to be planning, preparing and networking now.
So, here are some present issues:
~ I've applied for a position in Glendale teaching at an Italian Immersion school. Waiting and praying. This would allow me to improve Italian, teach, complete my credential, be close to my grandparents.
~ I've begun applying to 2 MK schools (Ethiopia, Thailand). Would this be helpful experience?
~ I look every day for teaching jobs in SoCal but they are scarce.
~ I am contemplating going back to school for my masters.
~ I am going back to Italy as a companion to an elderly lady and to improve my Italian during the first 3 weeks of June. What great good does God have in this?
~ In January I met with YWAM director in Italy and he put me in contact with workers in southern Italy. Wondering how I should utilize them.
Please, if you think of it, lift me up before our Heavenly Father. I want to focus on Him and His will for my life, not mine! We are all wanderers on this earth.
~Genesis 28:15
Graduation? Check! The rest of my life? Ummmm... I just spoke with a former professor today, and he advised me to start gathering all of the people who have loved and supported me in all of my missional ventures, and communicate with them while I wait to go on the field. So here you are! I am currently in southern California completing my final placement of student teaching.As I apply for jobs my heart and mind are all over the place. Will I be able to get a job and work 2 years in California to get my permanent credential? Do I get a few years' experience teaching in a Missionary school in Ethiopia or Thailand instead? How can I go ahead networking with Italy and North Africa; the region on which my heart is set? I don't know.
Over the years God has focused my heart on two things: teaching "third culture kids" (Children who have parents of one or more cultures, but are raised in another culture. Like expats, MKs, etc.), and aiding/mobilizing North African immigrants and refugees in southern Italy. I'm not sure how these will flow together. I am willing to move to North Africa eventually, but will likely start in Italy and start with teaching. In short, this is the "big picture" I am working toward. Although I am not able to go on the field yet, I want to be planning, preparing and networking now.
So, here are some present issues:
~ I've applied for a position in Glendale teaching at an Italian Immersion school. Waiting and praying. This would allow me to improve Italian, teach, complete my credential, be close to my grandparents.
~ I've begun applying to 2 MK schools (Ethiopia, Thailand). Would this be helpful experience?
~ I look every day for teaching jobs in SoCal but they are scarce.
~ I am contemplating going back to school for my masters.
~ I am going back to Italy as a companion to an elderly lady and to improve my Italian during the first 3 weeks of June. What great good does God have in this?
~ In January I met with YWAM director in Italy and he put me in contact with workers in southern Italy. Wondering how I should utilize them.
Please, if you think of it, lift me up before our Heavenly Father. I want to focus on Him and His will for my life, not mine! We are all wanderers on this earth.
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